and the job hunt continues… (also, LOST)

(Image is obviously not mine. I got it from here.)

I’m beginning to wonder if I’ll ever even find a job, let alone one that I actually want. I’m getting to the point where I’m almost ready to accept anything–including part-time food and beverage work. If you don’t know how I feel about that, well, it basically describes my hell.
More problems with unemployment. I have to call or go in tomorrow because now they’ve said they’ve given me money, but I haven’t seen it.

Okay, but for happy things, I watched LOST! Ahhhhhh, I want to watch the rest of the season, NOW. If I could I would stay in front of that TV and watch every episode until I finished the series. I’m not used to this once-a-week thing, or commercial breaks. I’ve only watched LOST on DVD before today, and I don’t know how everyone else waits a week–a WEEK!–between episodes.  THIS IS KILLING ME ALREADY.

some old eef stuff =]

I re061002ally need to start drawing and stuff again. srsly. So hopefully my enthusiasm to draw (“scribble” is really more accurate) will continue. I uploaded some of my old eef drawings onto my flickr account. I used to draw an eef every day. EVERY DAY! Now all I do is watch TV and look for jobs. Okay, looking for jobs is good, but I think I’ve seen every episode (ever) of CSI, or just about, and I’m out of Mad Men. Once I “finish” Big Love I’ll have nothing to watch so I might have to actually do something with my life. Or draw. =P

So, if you’re reading this, tell me: what have you been doing lately?

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Yay!


Alright, so it feels like this took forever, but it really wasn’t that long. I got some fun stuff up in my Etsy! Notebooks and stationery with eef! Also, I was listed in a treasury! Hurray! Please go check out my new products and let me know what you think! =]

Boring Stuff

Tree 13
(here’s a really old picture for you to look at since I haven’t taken photos lately!)

Just keeping my thoughts organized.

eef-ink
Oh, I’m getting so excited! I have so many fun things in store! Notecard sets and sketchbooks, and AWESOME things! It’s going to be AWESOME! I have details to work out, lots of them, but I’m thinking that within a month I should be able to have AWESOME stuff available for you to buy! And Lori, if you’re reading this, I think we should find a craft fair and split a booth in the not-too-distant future. (how many more times can I use the word “awesome”?)
I’m having some problems deciding on certain things, I think I’ll just have to get everything together and then make a decision. It’s hard when things aren’t entirely assembled. I just want everything done, NOW. Mostly because I’m so excited to have things that I really love and I think other people will too.

Unemployment
Finally got something accomplished. I took a trip down to Shelbyville and they were finally able to help me. I think. I haven’t seen any money yet, so who knows? I find it really frustrating that I am REQUIRED to have an account on Indiana Career Connect, and apply for jobs, when I don’t want to live in Indiana.
I guess I should stop bitching, it’s mostly free money.
Okay, wait, a few more sentences of bitching. Why do I have to apply for 3 jobs a week and turn in proof that I applied, when Anthony doesn’t? It wouldn’t be too annoying if I didn’t have to do everything out of Shelbyville. But fuck, that’s far!
Now I’m done.

Misc.
I’m really starting to miss Germany! I think things will be better here once Anthony and I are back together and we have jobs and all that fun (?) stuff. Right now we’re really far apart, and my house is under construction so I can’t get to anything, it’s very messy, and I’m sleeping in the dining room. It’s getting annoying.
I am at least going to the gym again. I haven’t started anything too intense, but I’m feeling a bit better. Kinda. After I have coffee. So it’s really the coffee.

Why are things so difficult?

Alright, I’ll admit I didn’t file for unemployment insurance right away. I wanted to spend the holidays with my family since I haven’t been home for two years, and not worry about getting a job right before Christmas.
But I did apply on December 27th.
And actually, I did try to apply about a week before that, but had problems.
You see, it’s really nice to apply for things online, but when what you need to enter doesn’t fit in one of their predetermined categories, it’s hard. My problem was that I worked for the federal government, but neither AFRC nor the Edelweiss was an option in their drop-down menu. Nor was working in Germany. So it took me a while to get the form to go through, with the information accurate, but confusing. Not sure that makes sense, but don’t worry about it.

So, finally, the form goes through. Then I get something in the mail from the Edelweiss about how to apply for unemployment. Well, thanks for sending it almost a month since I got home and after I put in an application.
And then, my claim is denied, because evidently I filled out the wrong one. The correct one is unavailable online.
Okay, fine. So yesterday I go to the closest unemployment office, and guess what? The ONE person who can help me isn’t there. I called today, STILL not there. She’s probably sick, and I appreciate that, but this is a pain in the ass!

I’m also worried that when I finally get everything submitted they’re barely going to give me any money, and then force me to take the first “suitable” job that comes along. Which, based on what I did at the Edelweiss, would be something like working at Starbucks or Subway. I know people are over-qualified quite often right now, but I do have a college degree, and even if I didn’t, working in the coffee/sandwich shop at the Edelweiss for $9/hr PLUS free housing and other benefits is NOT comparable to a coffee/sandwich shop here.
AND, if I get a crappy job now, and then Anthony gets a good one in another state, I would have to quit my crappy job and then move, and then not be eligible for unemployment anymore because I quit. The only way it would work out well is if I get unemployment and NOT a job until I move.

Blarg. I wish Anthony would just get a decent job and then I could draw unemployment until I get a job in whatever state we’re going to live in. Why can’t things be easy? And why can’t I even get my application in for this damn thing?! Bet that woman is out tomorrow too, mostly because tomorrow is Friday.

PS. I have been looking for jobs as well. Please don’t think I’m lazy and just want the government to give me money. Which, I do want them to give me money, but mostly because I don’t want to get a job for a few weeks and then find out Anthony got a good job and now I have to quit and screw over my new employer and myself since then I would be moving somewhere without a job and without any chance of getting unemployment. I think that makes sense?

Etsy Store Open!

I finally got my Etsy Store re-opened! With a new URL and just photography for now! Check it out and let me know what you think!

ps. Let me know what you think of my prices… I compared to other photographers and $30.00 seems “normal” for an 8×10. Mine are listed for $25.00. After printing costs I won’t be making a lot, and I’m thinking my shipping is too low to cover everything if I do tracking, but I certainly think more than that would be… Well, really expensive for a small photo. What do you think? Reasonable? Too much? Not enough?

To Do List & Gingerbread

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Misc.

  • Back-up photos
  • Straighten up my junk (which is everywhere)

Etsy

  • Make more stuff to list/finish incomplete projects
  • Make Etsy store
  • Advertise?

Journal/Blog

  • Do as much catching-up as I can everyday, without skipping current events

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Finally ready to start blogging!

I finally got this blog pretty close to how I want it to look, imported my old livejournal entries (although the comments didn’t make it over for some reason), and now I can add some content!
I’ve got more trips to add in, as well as trying to keep up with current happenings. But this should be fun! =]

Turkey – 28 Oct. – 1 Nov. 2009 – pt. 2: Cappadocia

DSCN1119Part two of our adventures in Turkey! Huge photos, but no text for now.

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Turkey – 28 Oct. – 1 Nov. 2009 – pt. 1: Istanbul

DSCN0970What?! Anthony and I went to Turkey! It was amazing!
Here’s part one, with lots of huge photos for your eyeballs!

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